Samuel Gandy - "Achieving a Living Faith" (December 5, 1965)
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(intense ambient music) | 0:04 | |
- | It is a joy always | 0:36 |
to give thanks unto the Lord | 0:40 | |
and to sing praises unto the name of the most high. | 0:43 | |
And especially this day in this place | 0:50 | |
with this people and it's chaplain, | 0:55 | |
I rejoice in the opportunity and the privilege | 0:59 | |
and the common praise of God. | 1:03 | |
Let us pray. | 1:07 | |
May the words now to be spoken, | 1:11 | |
be acceptable in thy sight, oh Lord our strength, | 1:15 | |
and our (indistinct). | 1:21 | |
Amen. | 1:24 | |
How may I find a faith that will give meaning to life? | 1:31 | |
And that will endow human existence with purpose | 1:42 | |
and with significance. | 1:51 | |
During the last 20 years, this has then particularly | 1:55 | |
the continuing quest of intellectuals and non intellectuals. | 2:01 | |
And today we stand deep within this search for meaning | 2:09 | |
and the hope that we might not alone | 2:16 | |
endow our existence with this force | 2:19 | |
and this factor for all of living, | 2:23 | |
but particularly that we might discover some purpose | 2:28 | |
and significance in the midst of all of the anxiety | 2:33 | |
and desperation and confusion. | 2:39 | |
How may I find a faith therefore | 2:44 | |
that will allay this knowing desperation | 2:47 | |
that comes from a felt need for being. | 2:52 | |
And this felt need is made starkingly real | 2:59 | |
by all of these exigencies says which crowd in upon us, | 3:05 | |
both in our culture and in our personal experiencing. | 3:11 | |
How may therefor fill this vast void | 3:18 | |
that seems to swing around me with an engulfing effect, | 3:25 | |
filling this void so that I can make sense out of it all. | 3:32 | |
And that life itself | 3:38 | |
for me shall not be a hopeless thing. | 3:41 | |
Now, this faith, which I seek | 3:46 | |
is not one that will give answers | 3:50 | |
to casual living or to survival living. | 3:54 | |
I don't need this. | 3:59 | |
The fact is this is a part of the burden of my days | 4:01 | |
that these answers come all too often | 4:05 | |
and too quickly and too easily for me. | 4:10 | |
Wherever I turn in the midst of my culture, | 4:15 | |
I discover them and in my society, | 4:18 | |
which is largely business oriented, | 4:21 | |
particularly in its emphasis upon the success cult, | 4:26 | |
answers do come very easily and very quickly. | 4:30 | |
The faith that I seek | 4:35 | |
is at a much deeper dimension of human need. | 4:37 | |
I seek and answer or answers | 4:45 | |
that will afford for me now | 4:50 | |
that which will sustain, guide | 4:53 | |
and nurture me for the rest of my life. | 4:56 | |
Even though, as I seek this, | 5:00 | |
I recognize that these answers are, | 5:03 | |
this answer may in itself yield to clearer interpretations | 5:07 | |
of reality as they break out upon me | 5:14 | |
in my own time and generation. | 5:17 | |
Now that's the kind of class, | 5:21 | |
this kind of searching, this gnawing desperation | 5:23 | |
to fill this void and to make real the need within me, | 5:27 | |
in the quietness of my mind | 5:34 | |
forces it upon me really the basic inquiry. | 5:37 | |
The thing that is really disturbing me deep down underneath | 5:42 | |
therefore is simply the inquiry | 5:45 | |
of what is it really to live? | 5:49 | |
And how may I therefore carve out of all of this mess? | 5:55 | |
That dimension that will strengthen, sustain and nurture me. | 6:03 | |
And it's the confusion for all age levels, | 6:09 | |
but particularly for those in the limited years | 6:12 | |
of their experiencing sometimes feel more desperate, | 6:15 | |
for the quest seems much more immediate | 6:21 | |
and the anxiety, a great deal more pressing. | 6:25 | |
And there was a sadness here | 6:30 | |
when the mind cannot explore adequately this quest | 6:32 | |
so that the meaning can stand out clearly | 6:38 | |
and one can be governed by this meaning, with intelligence | 6:40 | |
and with the kind of direction that challenges | 6:46 | |
and fills in with courage every bit of my living. | 6:50 | |
Some years ago, there was an antidote on this confusion, | 6:55 | |
and it came out of the great State of Texas. | 6:59 | |
I presume it came from Texas | 7:03 | |
because everything that I understand is big. | 7:04 | |
But this was a young man who had purchased at that time | 7:09 | |
a Coupe De Ville General Motors product | 7:14 | |
with all of the extras and all that was necessary | 7:17 | |
to make it a truly magnificent machine. | 7:21 | |
And he supported himself around the ranches | 7:25 | |
and the plains of Texas. | 7:28 | |
And he said to one of his comrades one day, | 7:30 | |
you know, if anything ever happens to me, | 7:33 | |
what I'd like for you to do | 7:35 | |
is to make sure that I am buried in this car. | 7:37 | |
It is really a dream boat, isn't it? | 7:41 | |
And as it happens, | 7:44 | |
according to that adult and through course of time, | 7:45 | |
death did catch up with him. | 7:48 | |
And two grave diggers who were on the sidelines | 7:52 | |
waiting until this being wrapped around | 7:57 | |
and all of the magnificence of this Coupe De Ville | 8:02 | |
could be interred a Lord into the grave. | 8:06 | |
And one standing nearby was heard to say as they looked on, | 8:10 | |
as the car was being lowered, man, that's living. | 8:18 | |
This antidote seem to be always, | 8:25 | |
to put up something of the confusion of the moment. | 8:27 | |
And what we do in instances like this, | 8:33 | |
it appears to me is that we do not turn within | 8:35 | |
as some years ago, | 8:40 | |
there was those who were | 8:42 | |
seeking to promote this kind of challenge, | 8:43 | |
and particularly to students | 8:46 | |
in American colleges and universities, | 8:48 | |
even some of our psychologists | 8:50 | |
who are oriented a bit towards the spiritual quest. | 8:53 | |
And that you can never find | 8:57 | |
meaning to life's existence outside of the self. | 8:59 | |
And then in the language of the Chinese poet Lao Tzu | 9:07 | |
that you can't find it by looking outside, | 9:11 | |
or peering through a window | 9:15 | |
and you can't find it by running outside. | 9:16 | |
As if in all directions | 9:21 | |
and the hope that it might be discovered, | 9:23 | |
but if you are earnestly seeking it, | 9:25 | |
you must be quiet at the very center of your being. | 9:29 | |
And in the cryptic expression | 9:35 | |
of the last line of that magnificent poem | 9:38 | |
describing this by Lao-Tzu, he concludes, | 9:42 | |
the way to do is to be. | 9:45 | |
One of my mentors some years ago | 9:52 | |
in seeking to give expression to the kind of necessity of | 9:56 | |
not just running around and running outside to find meaning, | 10:01 | |
but to find it inside would dramatize this in part by | 10:05 | |
telling the story of the old musk ox | 10:09 | |
that had an insatiable desire in season | 10:13 | |
for the smell of the aroma of musk, | 10:16 | |
and therefore would take out to the field | 10:18 | |
and looking under every cup of brush, rock | 10:23 | |
and the hope that he might find the object of the quest. | 10:28 | |
And then finally, after having run | 10:34 | |
until he was thoroughly exhausted, | 10:36 | |
lying prostrate with its tiny head | 10:40 | |
nestled between its even tinier paws | 10:45 | |
discovered there that musk was at it's own hide. | 10:51 | |
The meaning of life is within you. | 11:00 | |
But what is it really to live? | 11:06 | |
Several summers ago, it was my privilege to be in London | 11:08 | |
and to be at an audience that listened | 11:13 | |
to an interview of the late psychologist Carl Jung, | 11:16 | |
who was then speaking and writing | 11:21 | |
in terms of the art of living. | 11:23 | |
And I thought I'd probably I'd get | 11:25 | |
some kind of index from this, | 11:27 | |
but in trying to probe this basic inquiry | 11:29 | |
on what is it to live and accepting the fact that | 11:34 | |
living is not so much an accident | 11:38 | |
as it is an art. | 11:42 | |
The search therefor is to find out what really is an art. | 11:45 | |
And I'm not sure that the late Carl Jung | 11:50 | |
answered what an art is. | 11:53 | |
And I've come to the conclusion upon reading again, | 11:56 | |
Erich Fromm, | 12:00 | |
that perhaps he was closer to what it could mean for me, | 12:02 | |
he doesn't define what art is, | 12:06 | |
he merely gives three aspects of it, | 12:08 | |
what he calls the mastery of the theory, | 12:12 | |
the mastery of the practice and making theory | 12:16 | |
and practice a matter of ultimate concern. | 12:20 | |
But then what kind of fear, | 12:26 | |
and may I hold as an intelligent being | 12:28 | |
functioning at the very center of my society | 12:32 | |
and then in the next of the kind of world in which I live. | 12:35 | |
So then I just don't come up | 12:39 | |
with something that is transmissive, | 12:42 | |
something that is purely stereotyped, | 12:45 | |
or a kind of myth that is pleasant to hear, | 12:50 | |
but has no real power to transform me. | 12:53 | |
This is not an easy thing to come by. | 13:01 | |
A theory that can guide and sustain and nurture. | 13:05 | |
And after a great deal of searching in this direction, | 13:13 | |
I've come up with the kind of feeling | 13:16 | |
of the theory that seems to me not alone | 13:19 | |
because I am under some ordination | 13:23 | |
but in an honest and very genuine effort | 13:26 | |
to find the source of this meaning, | 13:30 | |
that a theory that makes sense | 13:35 | |
and amidst exigent says of things and of experiencing, | 13:37 | |
is still that kind of theory that first and foremost | 13:44 | |
is rested from the funded experiences of human civilization. | 13:50 | |
And when we look upon this sharpened and focus | 13:57 | |
for the kind of giving | 14:02 | |
and the kind of meaning that it may afford, | 14:03 | |
we still come up with the same old language | 14:06 | |
that it is in the power and the goodness of God | 14:11 | |
that this kind of theory can be the main spring for the art | 14:18 | |
and all of my living. | 14:26 | |
Not because it is recorded, | 14:28 | |
not because it has been passed on through the system | 14:30 | |
in a tremendous heritage, | 14:34 | |
but because in amidst of all of the perishing, | 14:36 | |
it make sense. | 14:41 | |
But even so that's power and the goodness of God | 14:46 | |
must be demonstrated again and a gain | 14:49 | |
and it must find a way of laying whole | 14:53 | |
of my full consciousness and my devotion, | 14:56 | |
which is another way of saying that I cannot snatch it from | 15:01 | |
the funded experiences of the past alone, | 15:05 | |
I must translate this into the experiencing | 15:08 | |
of this moment in history for me. | 15:12 | |
Which is still another way of saying that in this advent, | 15:19 | |
it is the same old quest | 15:24 | |
and the genuine accounting in history | 15:27 | |
of one who was wrapped in swaddling clothes, | 15:31 | |
and laid in a manger. | 15:37 | |
If the power and the goodness of God as theory | 15:41 | |
that can give guidance to me can mean anything, at all, | 15:47 | |
it therefore assumes that in the nature of this power, | 15:51 | |
it functions in history now, | 15:55 | |
and that at the very center of it is goodness. | 16:01 | |
And therefore this felt kneeing need | 16:09 | |
agonized by the desperation of my quest finds an anchor | 16:13 | |
through which it may continue its explorations, | 16:20 | |
even for a clearer manifestation | 16:24 | |
of the quest for all of my living. | 16:27 | |
Now, this it seems to me is | 16:32 | |
in part the kind of thing that really happened, | 16:33 | |
the event that we will celebrate again this afternoon | 16:37 | |
and leading up to its triumphant declaration | 16:41 | |
later this month, | 16:45 | |
that's what Jesus experienced in his will, | 16:48 | |
assuming and accepting a theory of the power | 16:53 | |
and the goodness of God was that this was the kind of theory | 16:57 | |
that answers the deepest dimension of the human quest, | 17:02 | |
which has never been, | 17:07 | |
and probably can never be the acquisition of any thing, | 17:08 | |
any one thing, any object or series of objects. | 17:13 | |
What the human spirit is apparently, | 17:20 | |
and every generation seeks desperately | 17:22 | |
is to be at ease with itself. | 17:26 | |
I almost said at peace, | 17:31 | |
but peace has become | 17:32 | |
(chuckles) | 17:35 | |
quite a term lately, | ||
but to be at ease with itself, not comfortable, | 17:37 | |
but the kind of easement that permits one to continue | 17:41 | |
the exploration and the great quest. | 17:47 | |
And what it does therefore, | 17:51 | |
what it operates as it did for Jesus, | 17:53 | |
was to satisfy this deep need, which is to overcome fear. | 17:56 | |
And those of us who eat well and sleep well | 18:02 | |
and have our being well in things, | 18:05 | |
and may not recognize how really scared we are. | 18:08 | |
But those of us who try to deal | 18:14 | |
in the human experience by careful analysis, | 18:18 | |
to recognize over and over again, | 18:24 | |
that this is really the substance of the issue fear. | 18:25 | |
Not the kind of fear that we gently | 18:33 | |
talk about hither and yon, but the real fear of being. | 18:38 | |
It is my opinion that a great deal of emphasis | 18:45 | |
on the part of those now who are much younger than I, | 18:48 | |
that's running out after what they call identity | 18:53 | |
to find out who I really am. | 18:57 | |
One of my nephews who was a senior at Havard | 19:00 | |
has just invested his last | 19:04 | |
social security earnings from his father's death, | 19:05 | |
killed in World War Two, | 19:08 | |
he's bought himself a car, he's got an apartment | 19:09 | |
and and I said to him, Chuck, why don't you study? | 19:12 | |
But he says, I got to find out who I am. | 19:15 | |
I mean, that's, I don't know who I am. | 19:17 | |
And so the lingo is a identity. | 19:19 | |
You got to run around and do a lot of things | 19:22 | |
to find out who you really are. | 19:25 | |
Now that's a kind of finding out | 19:29 | |
whether it's in terms of deepness | 19:31 | |
or whether it's in terms of nothingness, | 19:34 | |
shallowness, or nihilism or no way out or no exit, | 19:37 | |
all of these manifestations of this quest, | 19:41 | |
basically it is that I am afraid, | 19:44 | |
but I cannot acknowledge this fear. | 19:46 | |
So when Jesus began to issue for us | 19:50 | |
with the word in his world, | 19:54 | |
Kirby Page describes it very beautifully | 19:57 | |
when he said that | 20:00 | |
if you had been able to mingle imaginatively | 20:01 | |
with the crowds about Jesus, you would have discovered | 20:06 | |
that they were really pursuing the love of God, | 20:09 | |
but they didn't know | 20:14 | |
that they must first overcome their fear. | 20:16 | |
Those men and women he says weren't victims, | 20:20 | |
victims of foreign subjugation and domestic exploitation. | 20:22 | |
Victims of poverty and of riches, | 20:28 | |
victims of customs and of institutions, victims of hatred, | 20:32 | |
and of lust, victims of frustration and of despair, | 20:37 | |
victims of fear, of deeper fear, | 20:42 | |
almost every person he said was afraid, | 20:46 | |
afraid of somebody or of something. | 20:52 | |
And the answer of Jesus to this condition of man | 20:58 | |
was so simple that they who heard it | 21:03 | |
probably failed to take note of it. | 21:07 | |
He merely said, fear not, | 21:12 | |
fear not those who can destroy the body, | 21:17 | |
but after that, there is nothing more that they can do, | 21:21 | |
but you fear God, which | 21:25 | |
when translated for our modern listening would be | 21:29 | |
fear whatever it is | 21:33 | |
that will spiritually displace your stability | 21:35 | |
so that you can no longer affirm from yourself | 21:41 | |
at your very center. | 21:45 | |
This is the fear. | 21:47 | |
And he therefore went about seeking to cast out this fear | 21:49 | |
and to fill up the void of desperation | 21:57 | |
with an authentic hope grounded upon a theory | 22:02 | |
that at bottom, life is good | 22:09 | |
because God is all powerful. | 22:15 | |
Now the mastery of this theory, which is its practice is | 22:22 | |
a very difficult thing by which to come, | 22:26 | |
but we must come to it. | 22:30 | |
And here in is both the tragedy and the hope of our times. | 22:36 | |
Decade ago, I was in the deep south | 22:43 | |
in the hardcore area of New Orleans | 22:47 | |
when the state of affairs and my thinking | 22:50 | |
was more than I would like to describe here. | 22:55 | |
When the whole essence of our | 23:00 | |
democratic structure had been crumbled by | 23:02 | |
the invasion of the sickness of the society at that point, | 23:06 | |
but those of us who are Southerners, I am then, | 23:10 | |
I knew that we had to work this through, | 23:15 | |
dealt with it as best we could. | 23:17 | |
But I never will forget one occasion | 23:20 | |
when the American of Puerto Rican extraction | 23:23 | |
number one of the Catholic churches | 23:28 | |
in the Parish of Orleans, | 23:30 | |
who decided that there was nothing in moral error here | 23:32 | |
and broke across the taboos | 23:38 | |
and insisted that her child | 23:41 | |
should attend the nearest school. | 23:43 | |
And when her neighbors and friends and colleagues | 23:48 | |
hounded and haunted her | 23:51 | |
and smeared her body and her house with tar, | 23:54 | |
her only humble reply | 23:59 | |
before her Archbishop Romell was simply, | 24:02 | |
I don't understand this kind of hate. | 24:06 | |
Few weeks later in the Fifth Circuit Court, | 24:12 | |
the hearing by the US Commission on civil rights | 24:17 | |
as to whether or not citizens of the United States | 24:20 | |
were being denied the privilege of registering to vote, | 24:23 | |
a long lean on tutored sharecropper from Northern Louisiana | 24:28 | |
came down to the crescent city | 24:34 | |
and sat in the court of the fierce Fifth Circuit. | 24:36 | |
And it was evident that anything he said | 24:41 | |
would not only be used against him, | 24:45 | |
but what they virtually his death note in those days. | 24:47 | |
But here he was by all of the standards ignorant, | 24:53 | |
but something of this wisdom of which I speak | 24:58 | |
that is not dependent upon the formal knowledge, | 25:02 | |
but only upon the nurturing of the human spirit | 25:05 | |
in the basic assumption that life at bottom is good | 25:08 | |
and God is in history that has God is powerful. | 25:12 | |
In determining among the (indistinct) | 25:16 | |
when the chairman of that condition | 25:20 | |
leaned across the huge mahogany desk | 25:23 | |
and asked this obviously insecure and untutored | 25:27 | |
citizen from the Backwoods of northern Louisiana, | 25:32 | |
do you intend to go back even after they have shot at you | 25:37 | |
and bruised you and beaten you and tried to register. | 25:42 | |
And in his broken English, he said, yes, sir, | 25:48 | |
I intends to do that, with no hatred, no bitterness, | 25:51 | |
but a full certainty that as a man, | 25:58 | |
this he must do for his dignity | 26:03 | |
was based not upon the laws of the state, | 26:07 | |
but the goodness of God. | 26:11 | |
And he knew it. | 26:12 | |
And he had to practice it. | 26:15 | |
A few years ago, several decades, | 26:18 | |
when I was up at Petersburg in Virginia, | 26:21 | |
it was my first opportunity to meet a Zulu chieftain | 26:24 | |
and all, but (indistinct) was a guest, | 26:28 | |
not only at one of our major denominations in this country, | 26:31 | |
but of the US State Department in the very early 50s. | 26:35 | |
And here was this man educated | 26:40 | |
at one of England's better universities, that other one, | 26:42 | |
who was in every since a man of culture | 26:49 | |
who knew how to hold his teacup and did hold it well, | 26:52 | |
and who spoke and expressed himself with all brilliance, | 26:57 | |
but in his own beloved South America, | 27:03 | |
he was totally and fully displaced. | 27:06 | |
And even today finds himself exiled. | 27:10 | |
But here was a Christian man, | 27:14 | |
a man who really believed this and practiced it | 27:16 | |
because he won the Nobel Peace Prize, | 27:21 | |
but I do not think these | 27:23 | |
things too significant at the moment, | 27:25 | |
except that in the presence of this man, you could feel it. | 27:26 | |
And this is what I'm trying to say this morning, | 27:29 | |
that we don't have to take anybody's word for it. | 27:32 | |
And at this point I'm speaking primarily | 27:36 | |
to my fellow students that never have we had it so good. | 27:39 | |
We are overflowing with the abundance of opportunity | 27:46 | |
and what the startling joy of privilege, | 27:50 | |
both in formal learning and in the experiencing of this, | 27:54 | |
if ever a generation could believe in the power | 27:58 | |
and the goodness of God, instead of being beat, | 28:01 | |
it ought to be rejoicing | 28:03 | |
because everything seems to be favorable. | 28:04 | |
For establishing the most authentic declaration of good. | 28:08 | |
And since in this new period of history, | 28:14 | |
we must do this largely | 28:18 | |
and almost exclusively as an intellectual enterprise, | 28:20 | |
only because to live today is to live by intelligence, | 28:23 | |
you cannot live any other way. | 28:26 | |
You can't get by anymore as you well know, no one can. | 28:28 | |
That the students can provide the farm | 28:32 | |
whereby both the theory and the practice | 28:36 | |
can be made the alternate concern. | 28:40 | |
And the alternate concern is not a futuristic concept. | 28:44 | |
Alternate in this sense means now, | 28:49 | |
(speaks foreign language). | 28:52 | |
It is the here and now of this thing. | 28:54 | |
And ultimately therefore is possible | 28:59 | |
because the crises of the moment are for us, | 29:03 | |
the laboratories by which we may go out. | 29:08 | |
I fled finally from Dillard University in 1961 | 29:11 | |
into the so-called slums of south side of Chicago, | 29:16 | |
really a blighted section of Kenwood, | 29:21 | |
which was located on the east Berlin side of 47th Street. | 29:24 | |
Because if you were on the west Berlin side of 47th Street, | 29:30 | |
there was great deal of influence, | 29:33 | |
but on the east side, | 29:35 | |
just a block away from all of this influence, | 29:36 | |
there was abject poverty and misery. | 29:38 | |
I wanted to find out whether what I'd heard was true, | 29:42 | |
whether it's true, that the so-called poor people | 29:45 | |
really want to be poor and make it good so to speak, | 29:49 | |
this is the lingo. | 29:53 | |
And the people who feel that there are those on welfare | 29:54 | |
who rejoice to be on welfare, they want to be on welfare. | 29:57 | |
This is their way of moonlighting on their society. | 30:01 | |
Only to discover that when you sat long enough | 30:06 | |
in a filthy dingy, multiple room use, kitchen bed room, | 30:10 | |
with five or six, | 30:17 | |
some more children hugging around a mother | 30:19 | |
with no father present, | 30:21 | |
but she didn't want to be on welfare, | 30:22 | |
that there's something about the human spirit | 30:24 | |
that resists this. | 30:26 | |
But often she was victimized | 30:29 | |
snd there are students themselves who are not yet prepared | 30:31 | |
to analyze their society sufficient. | 30:34 | |
This is why I'm trying to say, | 30:36 | |
ultimate concern means that as a student, | 30:38 | |
I'm in a position to analyze my society, | 30:40 | |
therefore I deal with my fears | 30:44 | |
by the rendition of truth in every situation | 30:47 | |
so that at least I articulate that which can give meaning | 30:51 | |
because I have discovered it not only in my mind, | 30:59 | |
but if I am a true believer, | 31:05 | |
it has become the substance of my heart. | 31:08 | |
How therefore may I find a faith | 31:15 | |
that will give meaning to life | 31:20 | |
and will endow it with purpose and significance? | 31:24 | |
Let it be sad that an answer is present, | 31:33 | |
and they who see move out knowing the risk, | 31:38 | |
but they take the risk | 31:46 | |
because their bosoms are filled | 31:48 | |
with the essence of courage. | 31:52 | |
Amen. | 31:58 | |
Amen. | 32:00 | |
Our father, | 32:09 | |
fill us, we beseech thee with a hope everlasting | 32:13 | |
that may send us forth now to do thy will in our time. | 32:21 | |
Amen. | 32:32 | |
And now unto him, | 32:33 | |
who is able to lead you into creative living | 32:36 | |
beyond all goals that you'll now see are even dream, | 32:42 | |
unto God the author of life, | 32:49 | |
and unto every single child of his | 32:52 | |
be their dignity of person, nobility of spirit | 32:55 | |
and conscientiousness of goal this day | 33:01 | |
and then all of the days to come through Jesus Christ, | 33:05 | |
our Lord. | 33:12 | |
(congregating sings) | 33:17 |
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