Stuart C. Henry - "Loneliness" (February 17, 1974)
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- | Dearly beloved, to praise God honestly | 6:03 |
moves us to acknowledge and confess our sins before him, | 6:07 | |
our heavenly father, | 6:11 | |
with a humble and obedient heart. | 6:13 | |
To the end that we may obtain forgiveness | 6:16 | |
by his infinite goodness and mercy. | 6:18 | |
Therefore, I beseech you as many as are here present, | 6:22 | |
to accompany me with a pure heart and humble voice | 6:27 | |
and confess our sins to all mighty God. | 6:31 | |
Oh Lord, holy and righteous God, | 6:44 | |
we acknowledged before you | 6:47 | |
that we do not fear you, | 6:49 | |
and that we do not love you above all things. | 6:51 | |
We do not delight in prayer nor take pleasure in your word. | 6:56 | |
We do not really love our neighbor. | 7:01 | |
We lack the conscience | 7:04 | |
that should accompany our Christian profession. | 7:05 | |
Our hearts are divided, | 7:09 | |
crossed by doubts and guilty desires. | 7:11 | |
We accuse ourselves before you oh God, | 7:14 | |
we implore you, whose nature and whose name is love | 7:18 | |
to forgive us, and in forgiving, to heal us, | 7:22 | |
so that in our lives something will finally be changed. | 7:27 | |
Amen. | 7:31 | |
Let us continue our confession in the quiet of the moment | 7:33 | |
and the privacy of ourselves. | 7:37 | |
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Hear these words of assurance of God's pardon. | 10:57 | |
By Christ's death in his body of flesh and blood, | 11:01 | |
God has reconciled you to himself. | 11:04 | |
He rescued us from the domain of darkness | 11:08 | |
and brought us away into the kingdom of his dear son, | 11:11 | |
in whom our release is secured, and our sins forgiven. | 11:14 | |
Let us pray together the Lord's Prayer. | 11:19 | |
Our father who art in heaven, | 11:22 | |
hallowed be thy name, | 11:25 | |
thy kingdom come, | 11:27 | |
thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. | 11:29 | |
Give us this day our daily bread, | 11:33 | |
and forgive us our trespasses | 11:36 | |
as we forgive those who trespass against us, | 11:38 | |
and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil, | 11:41 | |
for thine is the kingdom, and the power, | 11:46 | |
and the glory forever. | 11:49 | |
Amen. | 11:51 | |
Oh Lord, open now our lips. | 11:53 | |
- | And our mouth shall proclaim your praise. | 11:56 |
- | Praise ye the Lord. | 11:59 |
- | The Lord's name be praised. | 12:01 |
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("O Praise ye the Lord") | 12:26 | |
("O Praise ye the Lord") | 12:52 | |
("O Praise ye the Lord") | 13:10 | |
- | The reading today is taken from Genesis 32:3-8, | 14:02 |
and 22-31. | 14:07 | |
"And Jacob sent messengers before him to Esau his brother | 14:12 | |
"in the land of Seir, the country of Edom, | 14:15 | |
"instructing them, thus you shall say to my Lord Esau, | 14:18 | |
"thus says your servant Jacob. | 14:23 | |
"I have sojourned with Laban, and stayed until now. | 14:25 | |
"And I have oxen, asses, flocks, | 14:29 | |
"men servants and maid servants. | 14:32 | |
"And I have sent them to tell my Lord | 14:34 | |
"in order that I might find favor in your sight. | 14:36 | |
"And the messengers returned to Jacob saying, | 14:40 | |
"we came to your brother Esau and he is coming to meet you, | 14:43 | |
"and 400 men with him. | 14:47 | |
"Then Jacob was greatly afraid and distressed, | 14:50 | |
"and he divided the people that were with him | 14:53 | |
"and the flocks, and herds, and the camels | 14:56 | |
"into two companies thinking, | 14:58 | |
"if Esau comes to one company and destroys it, | 15:00 | |
"then the company which has left will escape. | 15:03 | |
"The same night he arose and took his two wives, | 15:08 | |
"his two maids, and his 11 children | 15:11 | |
"and crossed the ford of Jabbok. | 15:14 | |
"He took them and sent them across the stream, | 15:16 | |
"and likewise, everything that he had. | 15:19 | |
"And Jacob was left alone, | 15:22 | |
"and a man wrestled with him until the breaking of the day. | 15:24 | |
"When the man saw that he did not prevail against Jacob, | 15:27 | |
"he touched the hollow of his thigh, | 15:30 | |
"and Jacob's thigh was put out of joint | 15:32 | |
"as he wrestled with him. | 15:34 | |
"Then he said, 'Let me go for the day is breaking'. | 15:36 | |
"But Jacob said, | 15:40 | |
"'I will not let you go unless you bless me.' | 15:41 | |
"And he said to him, 'What is your name?' | 15:44 | |
"And he said,' Jacob.' | 15:47 | |
"Then he said, 'Your name shall no more be called Jacob, | 15:49 | |
"'but Israel, for you have striven with God and with men | 15:54 | |
"'and have prevailed.' | 15:59 | |
"Then Jacob asked him, 'Tell me I pray your name,' | 16:01 | |
"but he said, 'Why is it that you ask me my name?' | 16:04 | |
"And there he blessed him. | 16:08 | |
"So Jacob called the name of the place Peniel saying, | 16:10 | |
"for I have seen God face to face, | 16:13 | |
"and yet my life is preserved. | 16:16 | |
"The sun rose upon him as he passed Penuel | 16:19 | |
"limping because of his thigh." | 16:23 | |
Here ends the reading of the lesson. | 16:26 | |
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- | Let us firm our faith. | 17:09 |
- | We are not alone, we live in God's world. | 17:11 |
We believe in God, who has created and is creating. | 17:15 | |
Who is coming, the true man Jesus, | 17:20 | |
to reconcile and make new. | 17:23 | |
Who works in us and others by his spirit. | 17:26 | |
We trust him. | 17:29 | |
He calls us to be in his church, to celebrate his presence, | 17:31 | |
to love and serve others, | 17:36 | |
to seek justice and resist evil, | 17:38 | |
to proclaim Jesus, crucified and risen, | 17:41 | |
our judge and our hope, | 17:44 | |
in life, in death, in life beyond death, | 17:47 | |
God is with us. | 17:51 | |
We are not alone. | 17:53 | |
Thanks be to God. | 17:54 | |
- | The Lord be with you. | 17:57 |
- | And with your spirit. | 17:58 |
- | Let us pray. | 18:00 |
Oh spirit, most high and holy. | 18:10 | |
Creator of the universe, | 18:14 | |
maker of man and God of love. | 18:16 | |
We lift our hearts to thee | 18:20 | |
with thanks for that which you have richly given us | 18:22 | |
to enjoy. | 18:24 | |
for health and vigor, | 18:26 | |
for the love and care of home, | 18:29 | |
for the joys of friendship, | 18:33 | |
and for every good gift of happiness and strength. | 18:35 | |
We praise thee for the gospel of your love to men, | 18:40 | |
and for the word of salvation to all people. | 18:44 | |
We thank thee for the good hopes, | 18:49 | |
and the precious memories, | 18:52 | |
for the joys that cheer us, | 18:55 | |
and the trials that teach us to put our faith in thee. | 18:58 | |
We come before you, not only as individuals, | 19:04 | |
but as a congregation of those who love thee, | 19:08 | |
and who seek to serve thee. | 19:11 | |
We have pledged ourselves to thee | 19:15 | |
and the fellowship of this church, | 19:17 | |
and have accepted the covenant | 19:20 | |
to walk in peace and helpfulness together. | 19:22 | |
And so this day we lift to thee our prayers of all of us | 19:27 | |
for the sake of each of us, | 19:33 | |
and more especially for those who need thee most of all. | 19:36 | |
Into thy hands we commit the sick, | 19:42 | |
those facing, or having recently faced surgery, | 19:45 | |
those crushed by tasks | 19:50 | |
for which they think themselves incompetent, | 19:51 | |
and those who have lost their grip on life's meaning. | 19:55 | |
We offer today a special prayer for those who are lonely, | 20:01 | |
who sense more than usual, your absence, | 20:06 | |
your silence. | 20:10 | |
During this hour when it seems so very easy | 20:13 | |
to feel your presence, | 20:16 | |
teach us also how through our awareness of your absence, | 20:18 | |
how to speak to you most clearly. | 20:24 | |
Keep us faithful oh Lord, | 20:29 | |
precisely when we need most to be kept faithful. | 20:31 | |
Oh thou, who does govern the world in righteousness | 20:37 | |
and whose judgments are true and righteous all together, | 20:40 | |
grant we beseech thee, that those who rule over us, | 20:44 | |
and who legislate for us may be of one mind | 20:49 | |
to establish justice, | 20:53 | |
and promote the welfare of all our people. | 20:55 | |
Endow all the members of our government | 20:59 | |
with a right understanding, | 21:01 | |
pure purpose, and sound speech. | 21:04 | |
Enable them to rise above all self-seeking | 21:08 | |
to the nobler concerns of public good and human brotherhood. | 21:13 | |
Such is the prayer we lift to thee this day oh Lord, | 21:19 | |
knowing that thou didst understand our need | 21:23 | |
before we uttered it. | 21:25 | |
Yet greater than all of the other needs | 21:28 | |
is the need we have of thee. | 21:31 | |
Receive us we pray, | 21:34 | |
through Jesus Christ our Lord, | 21:37 | |
amen. | 21:39 | |
- | In the name of the Father, | 22:01 |
and the Son, and the Holy Ghost, | 22:04 | |
amen. | 22:07 | |
The Bible, | 22:15 | |
that antique volume which has much to say to us | 22:17 | |
has also much to say about us. | 22:23 | |
We see ourselves in the characters | 22:28 | |
matching across its pages, | 22:31 | |
rich foods, foolish virgins, | 22:35 | |
frightened strangers, gentle philosophers, | 22:39 | |
angry critics, we are all there. | 22:44 | |
Especially familiar to us is the lonely individual. | 22:50 | |
In a way, it is defensible to say that the Bible | 22:56 | |
is a book about lonely people. | 23:01 | |
That is, it is a book about people | 23:04 | |
who learn whatever wisdom they speak to us | 23:08 | |
when they were alone, | 23:12 | |
in solitary encounter with God. | 23:14 | |
A book about people who made decisions for righteousness, | 23:18 | |
or for disgrace by themselves. | 23:23 | |
A book about people who carried crosses | 23:27 | |
or achieved crowns alone. | 23:31 | |
We identify with the characters of the Bible | 23:36 | |
when we see that their loneliness | 23:39 | |
is strikingly like our own, | 23:41 | |
and as such can be reassuring or disturbing. | 23:44 | |
Reassuring as when a desolate woman | 23:51 | |
meets a risen Lord in a deserted graveyard, | 23:55 | |
or unnerving as when a prodigal opens his eyes | 24:00 | |
and looks about him to find his residence a pig sty, | 24:05 | |
his hope gone. | 24:10 | |
But whether the word is one of joy or sorrow, | 24:13 | |
the circumstance which displaces either in our consciousness | 24:17 | |
is that loneliness which attends it, | 24:24 | |
for we are lonely people, each of us. | 24:28 | |
We are born alone and we die alone, | 24:34 | |
and then the interim, | 24:40 | |
had we but the wit to know it, | 24:43 | |
and the grace to admit it, | 24:45 | |
we live alone. | 24:48 | |
Now do not for an instant think that there is no place | 24:51 | |
for community in the Christian life. | 24:55 | |
Indeed the Christian life is a life of community, | 24:58 | |
with God and neighbor. | 25:03 | |
And I for one, however much I may default | 25:06 | |
in my obligation to be a neighbor to my fellows, | 25:10 | |
never doubt that the kingdom is a community, | 25:15 | |
neither divided nor circumscribed by the artificial lines | 25:19 | |
which our persons and our prejudice have constructed. | 25:25 | |
Even so, those who live within the Christian community | 25:31 | |
or any community are still individuals, | 25:37 | |
with hopes and fears, with joys and sorrows. | 25:42 | |
The exquisite nature of which cannot finally be shared, | 25:47 | |
even with their dearest loves. | 25:52 | |
No one ever meant what I mean | 25:56 | |
when I say, I love you. | 26:00 | |
We tell our dear ones, and alas, it is true. | 26:03 | |
But at the core of personality, | 26:08 | |
there is a soul, a you, | 26:11 | |
with destiny unlike that of any person who has ever lived | 26:15 | |
or ever will live, | 26:20 | |
you are alone. | 26:22 | |
So when we see the lonely people in the Bible, | 26:25 | |
we do well. | 26:30 | |
If we look carefully at their loneliness | 26:32 | |
to discover in the account of it, a word for our own. | 26:36 | |
Now loneliness is not a state of more or less. | 26:42 | |
We are all lonely, | 26:47 | |
but among the mortals who people the stories of the Bible, | 26:50 | |
none is more immediately recognizable | 26:55 | |
as a lonely person than Jacob. | 26:59 | |
His name however, | 27:02 | |
suggests that his generation saw much | 27:05 | |
and else in him besides his loneliness. | 27:08 | |
The name itself means heel snatcher, | 27:13 | |
for hardly born into this world, | 27:18 | |
Jacob laid his hand upon his twin brother's heel. | 27:20 | |
Or perhaps the name means the supplanter, | 27:26 | |
a fitting name for one who cheated his brother, | 27:31 | |
and his father, and his wife, and his father-in-law. | 27:35 | |
He was a tricky one that Jacob, | 27:42 | |
with much to remember and much to forget. | 27:45 | |
When he appears and camped at Jabbok, | 27:50 | |
he is grown prosperous with impressive family | 27:53 | |
and a retinue of servants with flocks and herds. | 27:57 | |
And he should be tranquil, | 28:02 | |
whereas he is full of anxiety and fear. | 28:04 | |
He has but recently sneaked away | 28:09 | |
from his father-in-law Laban, | 28:12 | |
taking with him property, to say nothing of daughters, | 28:15 | |
property understandably regarded by Laban | 28:19 | |
as his and not Jacobs. | 28:23 | |
And Jacob has only just managed to make a truce | 28:27 | |
with a pursuing father-in-law | 28:30 | |
when he learns that his brother, | 28:33 | |
his twin Esau is on his way to meet him. | 28:36 | |
And that encounter is fraught with more danger | 28:41 | |
than a meeting with Laban, | 28:45 | |
for Esau was the one whom the supplanter supplanted. | 28:48 | |
It was monstrous, | 28:55 | |
but Jacob had deceived his blind and senile father, | 28:57 | |
and robbed his twin brother Esau, | 29:02 | |
already cheated of a birthright, | 29:05 | |
of his expected blessing. | 29:08 | |
Esau had sworn to kill Jacob | 29:11 | |
just as soon as his father Isaac | 29:15 | |
had been dead a decent length of time. | 29:18 | |
Isaac as it happened was still alive, | 29:22 | |
but Esau was an angry man and strong, | 29:26 | |
he might not wait. | 29:31 | |
Esau was coming to meet him. | 29:35 | |
Esau, whom he had tricked, | 29:37 | |
not only once, but twice. | 29:39 | |
Jacob was terrified, little wonder. | 29:43 | |
He sent handsome gifts to his brother to mollify him, | 29:47 | |
and caused his wives and children to go before him | 29:52 | |
and meet Esau before he did | 29:56 | |
to engender pity in him. | 29:59 | |
And then for the time being, | 30:02 | |
Jacob, the rascal, stayed behind, alone. | 30:05 | |
In the record of his loneliness and what came of it, | 30:12 | |
there is wisdom perhaps even comfort for us. | 30:17 | |
Jacob is a strange one | 30:23 | |
to occupy an honored place in the tradition, | 30:27 | |
yet here he is, | 30:30 | |
for the formula has come down to us, that God, | 30:33 | |
the God whom we seek, is the God of Abraham, | 30:37 | |
and the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob. | 30:42 | |
The God of Abraham? | 30:47 | |
Yes, surely. | 30:49 | |
There is always a God for the courageous pathfinder. | 30:51 | |
The God of Isaac? | 30:57 | |
Perhaps, Isaac seems harmless enough, | 30:59 | |
but the God of Jacob, how so? | 31:03 | |
The God of a rogue? | 31:08 | |
Then look again at his loneliness. | 31:11 | |
We may not consider Jacob's character inspiring, | 31:15 | |
but there is an authenticity about him. | 31:19 | |
We recognize Jacob because of people we have known, | 31:23 | |
and because of what we have been, | 31:28 | |
greed, ambition, duplicity, | 31:32 | |
we understand such phenomena. | 31:37 | |
I, and we understand loneliness too. | 31:40 | |
We look at Jacob's plight, | 31:44 | |
and we remember, when I was. | 31:47 | |
Or we catch the breath with apprehension | 31:52 | |
thinking, lest I be. | 31:55 | |
His schemes have finally caught up with him, | 31:59 | |
and he must face his identity and face it alone. | 32:03 | |
Myth makers have covered Jacob | 32:09 | |
with layers of morality and apology, | 32:11 | |
but the essence remains, he is the heel snatcher. | 32:15 | |
Yet the fact that strikes us | 32:21 | |
is that this pitiable individual is alone. | 32:24 | |
For most likely, | 32:30 | |
it is no more pathetic to be lonely in guilt | 32:32 | |
than to be lonely in the face of potential joy, | 32:37 | |
because there is no one to share our happiness. | 32:41 | |
The main point is not what brought him to loneliness, | 32:46 | |
but that he is alone. | 32:51 | |
Our grief is not that we are alone | 32:55 | |
when triumph finally arrives, | 32:57 | |
and there is no one to understand | 33:00 | |
what the victory means to us. | 33:03 | |
Not that we are alone when we are most in love, | 33:06 | |
because our love does not understand. | 33:11 | |
Not even that we are alone when some shattering tragedy | 33:15 | |
adds the purple border of dignity to our robes, | 33:20 | |
it is that we are always alone. | 33:25 | |
Even in the tedious responsibilities of our day | 33:32 | |
that do not really make much difference. | 33:36 | |
You are alone trying to write an assignment, | 33:40 | |
or to take an examination, or to plan a weekend, | 33:45 | |
or communicate with a friend. | 33:50 | |
We are alone in little as well as in large matters. | 33:53 | |
We notice more consciously the significant turns | 33:59 | |
in our personal histories, | 34:03 | |
but it is ever the same, | 34:05 | |
the telling circumstance is the loneliness, | 34:08 | |
that we must be, and do, | 34:12 | |
and decide alone. | 34:16 | |
Now it was at Jabbok that the fugitive, | 34:20 | |
lonely, anxious Jacob met, | 34:24 | |
but whom shall I say. | 34:29 | |
The lesson says, there wrestled a man with him | 34:32 | |
until the breaking of the day. | 34:37 | |
Who wrestled with Jacob? | 34:40 | |
Some river demon of the night? | 34:43 | |
Some primitive guardian of the stream | 34:47 | |
who could not let a stranger pass? | 34:50 | |
Hardly. | 34:53 | |
Esau? | 34:55 | |
And what if it were? | 34:57 | |
He had tricked him twice, and he could do it again. | 34:59 | |
No, this one was a stranger. | 35:03 | |
With approaching dawn the wrestler cried out, | 35:08 | |
let me go. | 35:12 | |
And only then did Jacob dimly perceive who had touched him. | 35:14 | |
"Let me go," cried the stranger, | 35:20 | |
and Jacob still the bargainer replied, | 35:23 | |
"I will not let you go until you bless me." | 35:27 | |
Here is dramatized the inevitable struggle | 35:32 | |
of a mortal with his own conscience, | 35:36 | |
that is with his own consciousness. | 35:40 | |
Outwardly prosperous, outwardly stable, | 35:45 | |
Jacob was within vulnerable and terrified. | 35:49 | |
He was lonely just as you and I are within ourselves, | 35:54 | |
often not what outwardly we seem. | 36:01 | |
But even of his loneliness, | 36:05 | |
Jacob was determined to rest a blessing. | 36:08 | |
Darkly shadowed by his guilt, | 36:12 | |
haunted by memories of the past, | 36:16 | |
which he had tried to expunge from his mind, | 36:19 | |
agonized by the admission of who he was, | 36:23 | |
Jacob with the outrageous quality that the faithful live by | 36:28 | |
contended, there must be a meaning, | 36:34 | |
or at least a blessing even in this. | 36:39 | |
A word even for one so lonely as I am. | 36:44 | |
Nevermind the world, | 36:49 | |
he could still mask his cowardice and hypocrisy, | 36:51 | |
but could he deny it to himself, | 36:56 | |
to God, | 37:00 | |
a blessing from this. | 37:02 | |
The stranger touched his thigh and Jacob limped thereafter. | 37:04 | |
Some later scribe has supplied this detail, | 37:10 | |
a parable to remind us that one does not meet God | 37:15 | |
and come away unmarked. | 37:20 | |
But Jacob needed no reminder, | 37:23 | |
instinctively he would have known | 37:27 | |
that you cannot ever, ever be the same again. | 37:30 | |
after you have looked into the face of God. | 37:34 | |
No longer can you be haughty, | 37:38 | |
no longer can you be arrogant, not ever again. | 37:42 | |
Moreover, there is a direction of redemption for man | 37:47 | |
lined out in Jacob's story, | 37:51 | |
for Jacob was sensitive to the truth, | 37:54 | |
that there is more to life than it's apparent dimension. | 37:57 | |
Of what now comes your loneliness. | 38:03 | |
That the success which you seek is beyond | 38:08 | |
and always will the beyond your reach, | 38:13 | |
the election to celebrity is not yours, | 38:17 | |
or does it come from the certainty | 38:22 | |
not yet announced to the world, | 38:25 | |
but already known to you that death will come far sooner | 38:27 | |
than you had at one time thought. | 38:33 | |
Or are you lonely because nobody loves you? | 38:37 | |
God loves me, said Jacob, | 38:42 | |
there must be some meaning to the circumstance of my life. | 38:46 | |
I see it not, but I will not forswear it. | 38:51 | |
And I will wrestle and contend until I discover it, | 38:56 | |
and if I do not, I will persist. | 39:00 | |
I will demand a blessing from this curse. | 39:05 | |
If it is there, it surely is there, | 39:08 | |
if only I might have the eyes to see that this, | 39:13 | |
even this life of mine | 39:18 | |
is transparent to the everlasting mercy. | 39:21 | |
Once before Jacob had had a vision of angels, | 39:26 | |
angels going up and down a ladder, | 39:31 | |
not so fortunate this time, | 39:34 | |
but he remained unshakeable. | 39:38 | |
I will not let you go. | 39:41 | |
Is this just Jacob's story? | 39:44 | |
Could it be yours or mine? | 39:48 | |
But we have told you, | 39:52 | |
the Bible is filled with stories of the lonely ones, | 39:55 | |
which are the stories about you and me, | 39:59 | |
and stories for you and me, | 40:03 | |
and balm for our loneliness. | 40:07 | |
Who are they, the lonely ones in this antique volume? | 40:10 | |
Adam, alone in a garden of delights, | 40:16 | |
with all the future before him, | 40:21 | |
and only the choice as to whether he will be faithful | 40:24 | |
to his destiny, | 40:27 | |
but he must decide, must do. | 40:29 | |
Is this your choice, | 40:34 | |
in your youth with all life before you, | 40:36 | |
or in your old age, | 40:41 | |
with perhaps only an instant of time left to you, | 40:44 | |
but then an instant is all that the soul requires. | 40:49 | |
Yes, Adam is alone, | 40:54 | |
and Elijah is alone, | 40:57 | |
running away from an irate Jezebel, | 41:00 | |
and whimpering in self-pity. | 41:03 | |
And I only am left, and they seek my life to take it also. | 41:07 | |
But are we not the weak ones? | 41:13 | |
The cowardly ones who cry out, | 41:16 | |
I cannot do it alone. | 41:19 | |
I cannot bear it. | 41:22 | |
It is too much, too much for me, | 41:23 | |
and nobody knows, and nobody cares. | 41:27 | |
And what of angel visited Mary, chosen to be mother of God, | 41:32 | |
and astonished out of tranquility, troubled and asking, | 41:38 | |
how can this be? | 41:44 | |
It is no more than the why me Lord? | 41:46 | |
why me? | 41:51 | |
Of our own chaotic days. | 41:53 | |
And Peter, weeping in lonely recognition of his betrayal, | 41:56 | |
or say it softly, Judas going out to hang himself, | 42:02 | |
or even God bless and pity you | 42:08 | |
if this be too familiar, | 42:12 | |
the figure of Jesus setting his face steadfastly | 42:15 | |
to go up to Jerusalem, | 42:19 | |
and beginning the steep ascent | 42:22 | |
knowing full well that the dark shadow across his path | 42:25 | |
is cast by the gold arms of the cross, | 42:30 | |
reaching out to gather him into its wooden embrace. | 42:34 | |
Who are the lonely ones in the stories of the Bible? | 42:39 | |
They are all the lonely ones, | 42:44 | |
for they are all alike, | 42:48 | |
and they speak to us because we are lonely. | 42:50 | |
Jacob touches us at the quick, | 42:55 | |
because his loneliness is quite akin to ours. | 42:58 | |
A loneliness that becomes the setting | 43:03 | |
in which we must face the truth about ourselves, | 43:06 | |
must look at what we are, | 43:10 | |
if ever, ever we are to be able to stop running away | 43:13 | |
in the futile effort to escape ourselves. | 43:18 | |
Thinking of loneliness as the guarantee of victory | 43:23 | |
reassures us, | 43:28 | |
yet write this down, | 43:30 | |
that the victory is forever barred to us | 43:32 | |
if we do not raise our eyes to the light | 43:37 | |
which lets us see the shape of our darkness. | 43:41 | |
Conrad Kurtz fell victim to the very power | 43:46 | |
he sought to conquer. | 43:50 | |
And then the end, he could only gasp, | 43:52 | |
oh, the horror, the horror. | 43:55 | |
For what our victory turns upon | 43:59 | |
is not so much saying, | 44:03 | |
I will not let you go until you bless me, | 44:05 | |
but rather on fate's prior assumption | 44:10 | |
that there is surely a blessing in this dark mystery. | 44:14 | |
Victory is never denying the agony. | 44:19 | |
The toad beneath the harrow | 44:24 | |
knows exactly where each tooth point goes. | 44:27 | |
When the contest was over, | 44:33 | |
all that Jacob had was a promise, | 44:36 | |
a promise, and a limp. | 44:41 | |
The stranger promised him a new name, | 44:44 | |
that is another chance. | 44:48 | |
When the stranger left him, | 44:52 | |
Jacob went on his way, limping, | 44:54 | |
and he had still to meet Esau. | 44:58 | |
Who then was the Victor of the match? | 45:04 | |
Jacob or God. | 45:07 | |
We hear Jacob asking himself, who was the hero? | 45:10 | |
The one whose heaven handling flung me, | 45:17 | |
whose foot trod upon me, or me that fought him? | 45:21 | |
Oh, which one? | 45:27 | |
Is it each one that night, | 45:29 | |
that year, of now done darkness, | 45:33 | |
when I a wretch, lay wrestling with my God, my God. | 45:37 | |
The promise is that God transforms, that is the point. | 45:45 | |
Who are the saints? | 45:51 | |
Not the proper symbols trapped in stain glass, | 45:53 | |
or imprisoned in silver and gold. | 45:58 | |
They were the ordinary human folk like you and me, | 46:01 | |
Abraham lied, | 46:07 | |
Noah was drunken, | 46:09 | |
the Magdalene made the same mistake time and time again. | 46:11 | |
John lost his temper. | 46:16 | |
Paul was prejudiced. | 46:18 | |
But they sought blessing and meaning in the scraps of life, | 46:21 | |
vouched safe to them, | 46:26 | |
and in the end they achieved. | 46:28 | |
So with our lives, | 46:33 | |
we play at paste till qualified for pearl, | 46:36 | |
then drop the paste and deem ourself a fool. | 46:41 | |
The new shapes though were similar, | 46:47 | |
and our new hands learned gem tactics, practicing in sands. | 46:50 | |
I too have a place, and so do you. | 46:59 | |
And our lives are dear in the mind of God. | 47:03 | |
Our task is but to discover the forms | 47:07 | |
in which their trust reposes. | 47:11 | |
Either all occurrences are in some degree | 47:15 | |
a revelation of God, | 47:19 | |
or else there is no revelation at all. | 47:22 | |
Only if nothing is profane | 47:27 | |
can anything be sacred. | 47:30 | |
The God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, | 47:34 | |
and the God of Jacob. | 47:39 | |
Yes, surely. | 47:41 | |
The heart responds, for if he can be God to Jacob, | 47:43 | |
he can be God to anyone, | 47:49 | |
even to me. | 47:52 | |
And so it came to pass, | 47:56 | |
that Jacob crossed over the brook and went to meet Esau. | 47:59 | |
And as he passed over Penuel, | 48:05 | |
the sun rose upon him. | 48:09 | |
And he halted upon his thigh. | 48:13 | |
All mighty God | 48:20 | |
support us as we limp about the business of our lives, | 48:23 | |
and sustain us in the confidence that thy grace upholds. | 48:29 | |
And that in this life, | 48:36 | |
every moment of our days | 48:39 | |
is equally distant from eternity. | 48:42 | |
and that all are transparent to thy love, | 48:46 | |
amen. | 48:50 | |
(lively piano music) | 48:55 | |
(lively piano music) | 49:16 | |
("Guide Me O Thou Great Jehovah") | 49:37 | |
("Guide Me O Thou Great Jehovah") | 49:57 | |
("Guide Me O Thou Great Jehovah") | 50:23 | |
("Guide Me O Thou Great Jehovah") | 50:59 | |
("Guide Me O Thou Great Jehovah") | 51:36 | |
(lively piano music) | 52:13 | |
(lively piano music) | 52:34 | |
(cheerful liturgical music) | 52:49 | |
(cheerful liturgical music) | 53:26 | |
(cheerful liturgical music) | 53:58 | |
(cheerful liturgical music) | 54:17 | |
(gentle liturgical music) | 54:44 | |
(gentle liturgical music) | 55:02 | |
(gentle liturgical music) | 55:25 | |
(lively piano music) | 55:47 | |
(cheerful liturgical music) | 56:12 | |
(cheerful liturgical music) | 56:30 | |
(cheerful liturgical music) | 56:52 | |
(cheerful liturgical music) | 57:24 | |
(cheerful liturgical music) | 57:52 | |
(cheerful liturgical music) | 58:20 | |
(cheerful liturgical music) | 58:53 | |
(cheerful liturgical music) | 59:29 | |
(lively piano music) | 59:56 | |
("Hallelujah, Hallelujah") | 1:00:10 | |
("Hallelujah, Hallelujah") | 1:00:49 | |
- | Dear God, all that we have, we have of thee, | 1:01:08 |
creator and preserver of mankind, | 1:01:12 | |
accept these gifts which we now bring before thee, | 1:01:15 | |
and help us to make the whole of life an offering. | 1:01:18 | |
We seal this our worship | 1:01:22 | |
in a renewed consecration of ourselves | 1:01:24 | |
and our coming days to thy service, | 1:01:26 | |
through Jesus Christ our Lord, amen. | 1:01:29 | |
(lively piano music) | 1:01:34 | |
(lively liturgical music) | 1:02:16 | |
(lively liturgical music) | 1:02:42 | |
(lively liturgical music) | 1:03:16 | |
(lively liturgical music) | 1:03:50 | |
(lively liturgical music) | 1:04:23 | |
(lively liturgical music) | 1:05:01 | |
(lively liturgical music) | 1:05:35 | |
Please be seated. | 1:06:10 | |
Now go forth into the world in peace. | 1:06:18 | |
Be of good courage. | 1:06:21 | |
Hold fast that which is good. | 1:06:23 | |
Render to no man evil for evil. | 1:06:25 | |
Strengthen the faint hearted, | 1:06:28 | |
support the weak. | 1:06:30 | |
Help the afflicted, | 1:06:32 | |
honor all men. | 1:06:33 | |
Love and serve the Lord, | 1:06:35 | |
rejoicing in the power of the Holy Ghost, | 1:06:37 | |
and the blessing of God almighty, | 1:06:40 | |
the father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit | 1:06:42 | |
be upon you and remain with you forever. | 1:06:45 | |
Amen. | 1:06:48 | |
(gentle liturgical music) | 1:06:59 | |
(gentle liturgical music) | 1:07:30 | |
(gentle liturgical music) | 1:08:11 | |
(bell ringing) | 1:08:34 | |
(lively piano music) | 1:08:46 |
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