Thomas G. Long - "On Being "Called For" (January 21, 1996)
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- | Our gospel lesson for this morning comes | 0:09 |
from the fourth chapter of the Gospel of Matthew. | 0:12 | |
What is happening here is that Jesus has been baptized, | 0:16 | |
that is to say he has been ordained for his ministry. | 0:20 | |
Then he has had that baptismal identity, | 0:25 | |
that ordination vow, tested by the tempter | 0:28 | |
and now, his ministry is about to begin. | 0:33 | |
Listen. | 0:37 | |
Now when Jesus heard that John had been arrested, | 0:41 | |
he withdrew to Galilee. | 0:46 | |
He left Nazareth and made his home | 0:49 | |
in Capernaum by the Sea, in the territory | 0:52 | |
of Zebulun and Naphtali. | 0:56 | |
So that what had been spoken through | 0:58 | |
the prophet Isaiah might be fulfilled. | 1:00 | |
Land of Zebulun, land of Naphtali | 1:04 | |
on the road by the sea, across the Jordan, | 1:08 | |
Galilee of the gentiles, the people | 1:10 | |
who sat in darkness have seen a great light | 1:13 | |
and for those who sat in the region | 1:17 | |
and shadow of death, light has dawned. | 1:19 | |
From that time, Jesus began to proclaim, | 1:26 | |
"Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has drawn near." | 1:30 | |
As he walked by the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers. | 1:37 | |
Simon, who was called Peter and Andrew his brother | 1:41 | |
casting a net into the sea, for they were fisherman. | 1:45 | |
And he said to them, "Follow me and I will make you | 1:50 | |
"fishers of people". | 1:55 | |
Immediately they left their nets and followed him. | 1:57 | |
As he went from there, he saw two other brothers | 2:01 | |
James, son of Zebedee and his brother John | 2:04 | |
in the boat, with their Father Zebedee, | 2:07 | |
mending their nets and he called them. | 2:09 | |
Immediately, they left the boat and their Father | 2:13 | |
and they followed him. | 2:17 | |
Jesus went throughout Galilee, teaching | 2:19 | |
in their synagogues and proclaiming | 2:22 | |
the good news of the kingdom and curing every disease | 2:24 | |
and every sickness among the people. | 2:27 | |
This is the word of the lord. | 2:31 | |
Several years ago, when I had come down here to preach | 2:40 | |
in Duke Chapel on Saturday, I was thumbing through | 2:44 | |
the Raleigh newspaper and my eye happened to fall | 2:48 | |
on an absolutely fascinating classified ad. | 2:53 | |
It read, "For sale, hot tub complete with plumbing, | 2:58 | |
"will trade for pickup truck." | 3:04 | |
(Laughing) | 3:06 | |
- | I thought to myself, now then there is a life | 3:09 |
in major transition. | 3:11 | |
(laughing) | 3:13 | |
I could imagine that the placer of that ad | 3:16 | |
was getting rid of the hot tub, the avocado facials, | 3:18 | |
the chardonnay, the alfa romeo, in with a baseball cap, | 3:22 | |
lumberjack shirt and the Chevy half-ton. | 3:26 | |
I'm changing my life. | 3:29 | |
Sometimes, people do change their lives, dramatically | 3:32 | |
and suddenly and when they do, it is fascinating to us. | 3:36 | |
Where do they get the freedom to do it? | 3:42 | |
Where do they get the brashness? | 3:44 | |
Where do the get the venturesomeness to change their lives? | 3:46 | |
I've been interested to read in the papers in the last | 3:51 | |
few months about how many US congressman and senators | 3:53 | |
have already announced they are not | 3:57 | |
seeking re-election this year. | 4:00 | |
Many of them are in safe seats, they could easily | 4:03 | |
be re-elected, they have reached the pinnacle | 4:06 | |
of political power and ambition | 4:09 | |
but they're changing their lives. | 4:13 | |
I want something simpler, I wanna reduce the pressure. | 4:15 | |
I want some freedom and some meaning I don't have. | 4:19 | |
A number of years ago, when the late Bart Giamatti | 4:23 | |
resigned from the presidency of Yale University, | 4:26 | |
he became the commissioner of baseball | 4:30 | |
and he looked for all the world like a kid | 4:33 | |
who had run away and joined the circus. | 4:36 | |
He changed his life dramatically and suddenly. | 4:39 | |
That fascinates us! | 4:42 | |
What about the corporation executive who liquidated | 4:44 | |
everything, everything, so that he could invest himself | 4:47 | |
in habitat for humanity. | 4:51 | |
Or the housewife who closed the closet door one day | 4:53 | |
on the vacuum cleaner and said, today's the day. | 4:57 | |
And she pulled a sheath of papers out from her desk drawer | 5:03 | |
and she began, at last, the novel that had been | 5:06 | |
brewing within her. | 5:10 | |
Or what about the physician who astonished her friends | 5:13 | |
by leaving her successful practice | 5:17 | |
and going to a mission hospital in Africa? | 5:19 | |
The social critic Jonathan Kozol | 5:23 | |
has just published a new book called, "Amazing Grace". | 5:25 | |
It's about the life of children, especially | 5:30 | |
the religious life of children, in the South Bronx. | 5:33 | |
The poorest congressional district in the nation. | 5:37 | |
One of the people in the South Bronx | 5:40 | |
who most fascinates Kozol is a woman named | 5:42 | |
Martha Overall, they call her "Mother Martha". | 5:45 | |
She's the pastor of an Episcopal church | 5:49 | |
and what intrigues Kozol is, she used | 5:51 | |
to be a Wall Street lawyer and she left a lucrative practice | 5:55 | |
to become the pastor of a shabby little church, | 6:01 | |
in the poorest parish in America. | 6:05 | |
Where do people get the freedom to do that? | 6:08 | |
The venturesomeness to change their lives | 6:11 | |
dramatically and suddenly? | 6:14 | |
One of the most arresting things about the story | 6:17 | |
in Matthew that I just read to us, is that we have | 6:19 | |
four people, Peter and Andrew, James and John, | 6:23 | |
two sets of brothers who themselves | 6:27 | |
dramatically and suddenly changed their lives. | 6:29 | |
Jesus walks along the beach, | 6:34 | |
he simply says to them, follow me. | 6:35 | |
And they do it! | 6:41 | |
They drop their nets, they step out of their boats, | 6:43 | |
they step away from their old lives | 6:46 | |
and they head off on the adventure of a lifetime. | 6:50 | |
How do people do that and why? | 6:55 | |
Well, let's look at the story and see. | 7:00 | |
It may be, you know, that the soil in which | 7:03 | |
this life change happened for these four | 7:06 | |
fishermen was tedium, boredom. | 7:10 | |
I mean, you can imagine being a fisherman | 7:12 | |
in the first century, you mend your net, | 7:14 | |
you cast your net, you pull your net in, | 7:17 | |
you sort the fish, you mend your net, you cast your net, | 7:20 | |
you pull the net in, day after grinding day | 7:23 | |
and the tedium finally wore them down | 7:27 | |
and then there was this voice. | 7:30 | |
With the thrill of adventure in it | 7:33 | |
and a breeze ruffled through their hair, follow me! | 7:34 | |
And they left the tedium behind. | 7:39 | |
In Herb Gardner's play, "A thousand clowns" | 7:43 | |
there is a character named Murray. | 7:47 | |
He is an office clerk but suddenly one day | 7:49 | |
he jerks off his necktie, throws it on the desk | 7:53 | |
and he resigns abruptly. | 7:56 | |
He becomes an open-collared, unemployed, free spirit. | 7:58 | |
His brother Arnold cannot understand this. | 8:04 | |
Arnold is responsible and straight-laced | 8:06 | |
and he accuses Murray of irresponsibility, | 8:10 | |
you're unemployed Murray, how could you do it? | 8:12 | |
Murray tells Arnold, it was the numbness of the tedium. | 8:16 | |
Arnold, about five months ago I forgot what day it was. | 8:22 | |
I was on the subway, going to work and I couldn't remember | 8:28 | |
what day it was, it could have been any day | 8:31 | |
and it scared me Arnold, it scared me. | 8:36 | |
Maybe that's it. | 8:41 | |
Maybe the tedium and the boredom was the soil | 8:43 | |
in which a life change occurred, we understand that. | 8:46 | |
Some long, sleepy afternoons, we look up | 8:49 | |
from what we're doing, we gaze out the window | 8:53 | |
and we daydream, we imagine ourselves | 8:56 | |
somewhere else, doing something else. | 8:58 | |
On a motorcycle, heading toward the west coast, | 9:02 | |
with a breeze ruffling through our hair. | 9:05 | |
Singing in the Metropolitan Opera, | 9:09 | |
starring in a Broadway play, traveling with a rock band, | 9:11 | |
doing something else, anything else. | 9:14 | |
Maybe it was tedium and along came the voice of adventure. | 9:19 | |
Follow me. | 9:24 | |
Or maybe it was that the voice of Jesus touched | 9:27 | |
some unfulfilled place in them, we understand that too. | 9:31 | |
There is something in all of us that awaits flowering. | 9:36 | |
That has not yet blossomed fully. | 9:41 | |
And along came Jesus and said, you're fishermen | 9:44 | |
but you are fishermen in tiny boats on a little sea. | 9:48 | |
I want you to be fishermen on the widest sea of all. | 9:53 | |
I want you to cast your nets | 9:57 | |
into the deep, blue ocean of humanity. | 9:59 | |
I'm going to make you fishers for people. | 10:02 | |
And something unfulfilled was touched in them | 10:07 | |
and they followed. | 10:12 | |
The interesting thing about Matthew though | 10:15 | |
is that if they were bored and if they were unfulfilled, | 10:18 | |
we'll never know about it. | 10:22 | |
Whatever was going on inside them, | 10:24 | |
Matthew refuses to tell us. | 10:26 | |
The tradition is absolutely silent. | 10:29 | |
If they're bored, we're not told, | 10:32 | |
if they were going through a midlife crisis, | 10:34 | |
it's omitted from the tradition. | 10:36 | |
The action in this story, interestingly enough, | 10:39 | |
is not inside them but outside them. | 10:42 | |
What intrigues Matthew is not what is welling up | 10:48 | |
inside of them and spilling out | 10:50 | |
but what is welling up outside of them and reaching in. | 10:54 | |
"The kingdom of heaven", said Jesus, "has come near" | 11:00 | |
and you are called. | 11:08 | |
A friend of mine went to church one Sunday morning. | 11:11 | |
He was a little bit late and so as he slipped into his pew, | 11:14 | |
the choir was singing the introit. | 11:18 | |
He noticed that a neighbor of his was seated next to him | 11:20 | |
on the pew so he nodded a silent greeting. | 11:24 | |
When the service was over though, he leaned over | 11:27 | |
and engaged his neighbor in a conversation. | 11:30 | |
The conversation continued until finally, | 11:32 | |
the whole church was empty except for these two people | 11:35 | |
and a couple of children who were running around, | 11:38 | |
playing in the sanctuary. | 11:42 | |
One of the children, a little boy, | 11:44 | |
came up into the pulpit, stood there, awestruck, | 11:46 | |
imagining himself to be the preacher, | 11:49 | |
then he noticed his Mother in the vestibule | 11:52 | |
and so he waved his arms and said, | 11:55 | |
into a still live microphone, | 11:57 | |
Mommy, Mommy, look at me, look at me! | 12:00 | |
The neighbor leaned over to my friend and said, | 12:04 | |
I think I've heard that sermon before. | 12:08 | |
(laughing) | 12:10 | |
The interesting thing about Matthew, | 12:14 | |
is he will not allow the disciples | 12:16 | |
to stand up in the boat and say, Jesus, | 12:19 | |
look at me, look at me, I'm bored, | 12:22 | |
I'm unfulfilled, look at me. | 12:24 | |
What is interesting to Matthew | 12:28 | |
is what happens outside of them, toward them. | 12:30 | |
Not inside of them, they are the recipients, | 12:33 | |
the first recipients of an event | 12:36 | |
that happens to all of us, to you and to me. | 12:39 | |
When the kingdom of God comes to you | 12:43 | |
and draws near and beckons to you, calling you. | 12:48 | |
When I was a little boy and would do something | 12:56 | |
that I shouldn't have done, | 12:58 | |
my Mother would sometimes say to me, | 13:00 | |
"Tommy", that's what she called me, | 13:02 | |
"Tommy, that was uncalled for." | 13:03 | |
Now that's an interesting phrase, isn't it? | 13:08 | |
Uncalled for. | 13:10 | |
As if there were something about me, | 13:13 | |
something about being good and human in the world | 13:15 | |
that simply did not well up naturally from inside me | 13:18 | |
but needed to be called for. | 13:22 | |
The good news of this passage is not the news | 13:26 | |
of self expression, or human potential. | 13:30 | |
It is that God will not leave us to our own devices. | 13:34 | |
The kingdom of heaven draws near | 13:39 | |
and beckons to each of us. | 13:44 | |
Come. | 13:48 | |
Back at Princeton, one of my colleagues on the faculty | 13:51 | |
is a new testament scholar by the name of Don Juel. | 13:54 | |
Don Juel is not only committed | 13:58 | |
to the academic study of the bible, | 14:00 | |
he is also committed to the use of the bible in the church, | 14:02 | |
the believing community, so committed that he puts | 14:06 | |
his money where his mouth is | 14:10 | |
and he teaches bible studies to high school students. | 14:11 | |
Junior and senior highs. | 14:15 | |
One afternoon, he was teaching a group of senior highs. | 14:18 | |
He was teaching them about the baptism of Jesus. | 14:22 | |
There was one kid who had been dragged there by his Mother | 14:25 | |
and he was obviously bored and did not want to be there. | 14:29 | |
His body language communicated it, he turned away | 14:32 | |
from the group, he looked distractedly out the window, | 14:35 | |
Don said to himself, I wish he'd pay attention | 14:38 | |
but I'm not gonna waste my time on him, | 14:41 | |
I'll focus on the ones who are listening to me. | 14:43 | |
So he talked about the baptism stories | 14:46 | |
and he said, you know, in the gospel of Mark, | 14:48 | |
it says that when Jesus was baptized, | 14:50 | |
the heavens were opened and the word | 14:52 | |
is schizo, like schizophrenic. | 14:55 | |
It means that the heavens were ripped apart | 14:58 | |
and we can see the throne room of God. | 15:01 | |
Kids, that's wonderful news because that means | 15:05 | |
we have access to God, we can get to God. | 15:08 | |
When he said that, the distracted and bored kid | 15:12 | |
turned toward the group and said, | 15:16 | |
that ain't what it means. | 15:18 | |
What do you mean? | 15:22 | |
It doesn't mean that we can see God and get to God. | 15:24 | |
What it means, he said, is that God can get to us. | 15:29 | |
The heavens are opened and God is loose in the world | 15:34 | |
and nothing is safe anymore. | 15:38 | |
Don Juel said to himself, I knew immediately he was right. | 15:42 | |
The kingdom of heaven has drawn near | 15:48 | |
and nothing is safe any more. | 15:53 | |
It beckons, come and follow. | 15:56 | |
Heard a wonderful speech recently by James Billington. | 16:02 | |
He's the librarian of Congress | 16:04 | |
and he's an expert on Russia, the old Soviet Union. | 16:06 | |
He talked in the speech about that moment | 16:11 | |
in recent Russian history when there was an attempt | 16:13 | |
by the hardliners to regain the Soviet Union through a coup. | 16:17 | |
Tanks rolled onto Moscow Square, crew-cut crewman | 16:21 | |
were in those tanks, they're pony tailed cousins | 16:25 | |
were manning barricades and it looked like | 16:27 | |
there was going to be tragic violence and bloodshed. | 16:30 | |
But there wasn't. | 16:33 | |
And one of the most astounding forces, said Billington, | 16:34 | |
that averted the violence, one of the most | 16:38 | |
unexpected forces, was old women | 16:40 | |
in the Russian Orthodox Church. | 16:44 | |
People had written them off, | 16:47 | |
nobody in the church anymore but old women. | 16:49 | |
But when those tanks rolled onto Moscow Square, | 16:53 | |
some of those old women rolled out of those churches, | 16:56 | |
climbed up on the tanks, peeked through the little slits | 17:00 | |
at the crew-cut commanders and said, | 17:05 | |
the kingdom of heaven has drawn near, | 17:09 | |
there is another commandment. | 17:11 | |
Thou shalt not kill. | 17:14 | |
And those tanks turned around, with flowers on them | 17:19 | |
and left in peace. | 17:23 | |
The kingdom comes near and beckons to all of us. | 17:27 | |
It may mean that we put our nets down | 17:35 | |
and go to a hospital in Africa. | 17:39 | |
It may mean that we drop the net of indifference | 17:43 | |
and speak a work of kindness to a neighbor. | 17:47 | |
It may mean that we get out | 17:51 | |
of the boat of uselessness and in our hospital bed | 17:53 | |
or nursing home, pray for the world | 17:57 | |
but the kingdom comes near and beckons. | 18:03 | |
One of the kids, Jonathan Kozol met in the South Bronx | 18:11 | |
was a 12 year old named Anthony. | 18:15 | |
Anthony lives on mean streets. | 18:19 | |
His uncle is addicted to crack cocaine. | 18:22 | |
He's seen several gang murders, he's 12 years old | 18:25 | |
he's seen several murders. | 18:30 | |
One of his best friends is a homeless man | 18:34 | |
named Mr. Mongo who is arrested frequently by the police. | 18:36 | |
This is Anthony's world. | 18:40 | |
But he has another world as well. | 18:43 | |
Mother Martha has told him about the kingdom | 18:46 | |
and he wants to be a writer. | 18:49 | |
His hero is Edgar Allan Poe. | 18:52 | |
He wants to be somebody in the world | 18:54 | |
because the kingdom has drawn near and beckoned him. | 18:57 | |
Kozol said to him one day, you talk a lot | 19:01 | |
about the kingdom of God, what in the world | 19:03 | |
do you mean by that? | 19:06 | |
Wisely, Anthony said, it's very difficult to explain. | 19:08 | |
Kozol said, well why don't you write something about it | 19:15 | |
so I'll understand it. | 19:18 | |
Anthony said, you mean like a homework assignment? | 19:20 | |
Yes said Kozol, it's a homework assignment. | 19:22 | |
You write for me, what is the kingdom of God? | 19:25 | |
A few days later, Anthony showed up | 19:29 | |
with a spiral-bound notebook. | 19:31 | |
On the first page it said, kingdom of God | 19:33 | |
and then he wrote, God will be there. | 19:37 | |
He'll be happy that we've arrived. | 19:41 | |
People will come, hand in hand, it will be bright, | 19:44 | |
not gloomy, like earth. | 19:47 | |
All friendly animals will be there but no mean ones. | 19:48 | |
As for television, forget it. | 19:52 | |
If you want vision you can use your eyes | 19:55 | |
to see people that you love. | 19:57 | |
Nobody will look at you from the outside, | 19:59 | |
people will see you from the inside. | 20:01 | |
All the people from the street will be there. | 20:03 | |
My uncle will be there and he will be healed. | 20:05 | |
You won't see him buying drugs any more | 20:09 | |
because there won't be any money. | 20:11 | |
Mr. Mongo will be there too, you might | 20:13 | |
even see him happy, for a change. | 20:15 | |
The prophets will be there, Adam and Eve | 20:17 | |
and all the disciples and Edgar Allan Poe | 20:19 | |
will be there too. | 20:21 | |
But not like somebody important. | 20:23 | |
He'll be a writer teaching students. | 20:25 | |
There won't be any violence in God's kingdom. | 20:28 | |
There'll be no guns or drugs or IRS, | 20:30 | |
you won't have to pay any taxes. | 20:33 | |
You'll recognize all the children | 20:36 | |
who have died when they were little. | 20:38 | |
Jesus will be good to them and play with them | 20:41 | |
and at night, he'll come and visit your house. | 20:44 | |
God will be fond of you, in the kingdom. | 20:49 | |
That seems a long way away from the streets | 20:53 | |
of the South Bronx, or from you and me. | 20:55 | |
But the kingdom of heaven has drawn near. | 21:03 | |
Very near and you are called, called for. | 21:09 | |
I'd get out of the boat if I were you. | 21:19 |
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