Nancy Ferree-Clark - "Lost and Found" (September 17, 1989)
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- | A reading from the gospel according to St. Luke. | 0:14 |
"Now the tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near | 0:20 | |
"to hear Jesus. | 0:24 | |
"And the Pharisees and the scribes murmured, saying, | 0:27 | |
"This man receive sinners and eats with them." | 0:31 | |
"So Jesus told them this parable, | 0:36 | |
"which one of you having 100 sheep, | 0:39 | |
"if he has lost one of them does not leave the 99 | 0:43 | |
"in the wilderness and go after the one | 0:46 | |
"which is lost until he finds it. | 0:49 | |
"And having found it, he lays it on his shoulders rejoicing | 0:53 | |
"and when he comes home, he calls together his friends | 0:58 | |
"and neighbors saying to them, "rejoice with me, | 1:00 | |
"for I have found my sheep, which was lost." | 1:05 | |
"Just so, I tell you there will be more joy in heaven | 1:09 | |
"over one sinner who repents than over 99 righteous persons | 1:13 | |
"who need no repentance. | 1:19 | |
"Or what woman having 10 silver coins, | 1:22 | |
"if she loses one coin, | 1:25 | |
"does not light a lamp and sweep the house | 1:27 | |
"and seek diligently until she finds it. | 1:31 | |
"And when she has found it she calls together her friends | 1:35 | |
"and neighbors saying, "rejoice with me, | 1:38 | |
"for I have found the coin which I had lost." | 1:41 | |
"Just so, I tell you, there is joy before the angels of God | 1:45 | |
"over one sinner who repents." | 1:50 | |
This is the word of the Lord. | 1:55 | |
It seems very timely that while we're still | 2:02 | |
in the early part of a new semester, | 2:05 | |
we should encounter a gospel lesson | 2:08 | |
about being lost and found. | 2:09 | |
For all of you newcomers to campus, | 2:13 | |
I don't have to tell you that the options for getting lost | 2:15 | |
and feeling lost are legion. | 2:18 | |
There's the initial problem of making your way | 2:22 | |
from west to east to north to central campus and back, | 2:24 | |
but of course, I assume most of you have lived that problem | 2:29 | |
by now, but rest assured, greater challenges await you, | 2:32 | |
just wait until you attempt to navigate the downtown streets | 2:36 | |
in Durham they're all one way. | 2:40 | |
Of course, there's always the challenge of classes | 2:43 | |
and mountains of new material, which make you wonder | 2:46 | |
if your acceptance letter to the university, | 2:49 | |
might have been a computer glitch. | 2:52 | |
I remember feeling lost for most of my freshman year, | 2:55 | |
especially in math 31 and 32, | 2:58 | |
never having had a calculus course in my life | 3:01 | |
while the rest of the people in there seemed | 3:03 | |
to be majoring in it, it wasn't much fun. | 3:05 | |
If any of you have a similar problem, | 3:09 | |
just see me after the service, I can sympathize. | 3:10 | |
Then there are the inevitable feelings that go along | 3:15 | |
with social life on a college campus of being lost. | 3:18 | |
What group should I hang out with? | 3:22 | |
How am I coming across to other people? | 3:25 | |
Why don't I feel so sure of myself anymore? | 3:28 | |
Will I ever feel like I really belong? | 3:32 | |
My friends, if you currently are experiencing any | 3:37 | |
of these feelings or other symptoms of lostness, | 3:40 | |
I thank you for coming today, | 3:44 | |
for you are uniquely well equipped to receive the good news | 3:46 | |
of today's gospel. | 3:49 | |
You see a parable about being lost is very difficult to hear | 3:51 | |
for those who feel they've never been lost. | 3:56 | |
This is one of the tricky parts about a discussion | 3:59 | |
about of this topic. | 4:03 | |
You see, people don't always know when they're lost, | 4:04 | |
and even when they do, it can be awfully tough to admit it. | 4:08 | |
I have in mind such a stereotyped example of conflict | 4:13 | |
in American families over this particular problem, | 4:17 | |
that I'm reluctant to mention it | 4:20 | |
for fear of being called sexist, | 4:21 | |
but it does seem to happen a lot, even in my own household. | 4:24 | |
Have you ever been riding in the car with your parents | 4:29 | |
on a summer vacation or maybe on the way | 4:32 | |
to see an out of town friend or relative? | 4:35 | |
When one of the passengers, perhaps your mother, | 4:37 | |
suggested to the driver, perhaps your father, | 4:41 | |
that just maybe you were lost? | 4:44 | |
(audience laughs) | 4:47 | |
Nothing looked familiar anymore, | 4:48 | |
the landscape seemed to be changing, | 4:50 | |
and suddenly the license plates, | 4:52 | |
we're all from out of state. | 4:54 | |
(audience laughs) | 4:57 | |
I've been this way 1000 times before, | 4:58 | |
"Oh no, dear, I know exactly where we are." | 5:00 | |
replies the driver, but honey, we've been driving around | 5:03 | |
for five hours since you said we were almost there, | 5:07 | |
maybe we should stop and ask directions. | 5:10 | |
You know the rest of that scenario. | 5:14 | |
(audience laughs) | 5:16 | |
Perhaps it's a genetic predisposition | 5:17 | |
that says not only is figuring out | 5:19 | |
that we're lost very difficult, | 5:21 | |
but admitting to it can be more so. | 5:23 | |
Whatever the reason, Jesus recognized the complexities | 5:26 | |
of dealing with lostness in our lives, | 5:30 | |
and so he introduced the topic by way of a parable. | 5:32 | |
Jesus' parables standout to us | 5:38 | |
as some of the most beloved passages of scripture. | 5:40 | |
They take examples from our daily life, or at least life | 5:43 | |
in first century AD to tell interesting stories | 5:47 | |
that we all can relate to, but most of all, | 5:51 | |
they are very familiar to us. | 5:54 | |
Therein lies one of the great hazards | 5:56 | |
in interpreting the parables however, | 5:59 | |
we think we know what they mean for the kingdom of God | 6:02 | |
because we know them so well, when in fact, | 6:04 | |
Jesus told the parables to point out the unsatisfactoryness | 6:08 | |
of all the previous understandings | 6:12 | |
that his hearers brought to him. | 6:14 | |
Mark quotes Jesus as saying he taught through parables | 6:18 | |
so that seeing, they may see and not perceive, | 6:21 | |
and hearing they may hear and not understand. | 6:26 | |
He's trying to tell us that the mystery of the kingdom | 6:31 | |
is a radical mystery, | 6:33 | |
which is beyond our usual level of comprehension. | 6:35 | |
The challenge in studying Jesus' parables, therefore, | 6:39 | |
is to focus on what he himself has to say | 6:43 | |
to us in these stories, | 6:46 | |
rather than what we are simply looking to find. | 6:48 | |
Thus we overhear Jesus telling the scribes and the Pharisees | 6:52 | |
about the lost sheep and the lost coin | 6:55 | |
in response to their criticism that he received sinners | 6:58 | |
and ate with them, | 7:02 | |
that is he was actually serving as host to them. | 7:04 | |
Now before we start making hasty judgments | 7:08 | |
against the Pharisees for their narrow mindedness, | 7:11 | |
we would do well to recognize | 7:14 | |
the reasonable stance they represented in their time. | 7:16 | |
Their position reflected a warning, | 7:20 | |
which was firmly grounded in the Old Testament | 7:22 | |
about association with evil persons. | 7:25 | |
Saint Paul himself didn't mind calling on these teachings, | 7:27 | |
when he wrote the Corinthian church | 7:31 | |
about some of their problems. | 7:33 | |
And most all of us either as parents | 7:36 | |
or children have participated in discussions | 7:37 | |
about the hazards of associating | 7:40 | |
with the wrong kinds of people. | 7:42 | |
It's easy enough for us to cheer Jesus on | 7:46 | |
as he receives sinners and socializes with them, | 7:48 | |
but it's quite another matter to put ourselves in his shoes. | 7:51 | |
The point is, the Pharisees stood well | 7:56 | |
within a long, respected tradition, kind of like us, | 7:58 | |
they would never have imagined themselves to be among | 8:03 | |
the lost, although that was part of what Jesus was about | 8:06 | |
to show them. | 8:09 | |
No wonder Jesus in challenging all | 8:11 | |
that represented respectability, reason and religion, | 8:14 | |
was perceived as radical, disturbing, threatening | 8:19 | |
to the status quo. | 8:23 | |
So Jesus begins by proposing to the scribes | 8:26 | |
and Pharisees a hypothetical case. | 8:28 | |
Suppose, he suggests to them a shepherd, | 8:30 | |
which just as easily could have been a shepherdess, | 8:33 | |
has 100 sheep, and one of them gets lost. | 8:36 | |
Won't he leave the 99 in the wilderness | 8:40 | |
and go after the one which is lost until he finds it. | 8:42 | |
Time out to ponder just what it is Jesus is saying, | 8:47 | |
while this may represent the example of a sheep, | 8:51 | |
utterly devoted to his, | 8:54 | |
a shepherd utterly devoted to his sheep, | 8:56 | |
it can hardly be interpreted | 8:59 | |
as good management technique for sheep ranchers. | 9:01 | |
As Robert Capon suggests, it would seem that the result | 9:05 | |
of going off in pursuit of one lost sheep, | 9:08 | |
would only be 99 more lost sheep. | 9:10 | |
But maybe he had an assistant who looked after the 99, | 9:14 | |
you probably assumed, perhaps, but remember, | 9:17 | |
we want to hear the story as Jesus told it, | 9:21 | |
not as we fill in the blanks. | 9:24 | |
Perhaps Jesus is pushing the saving paradox of lostness, | 9:26 | |
to its irrational limits. | 9:31 | |
Could he be implying that if all 100 sheep get lost, | 9:34 | |
it won't be a problem for this most unusual, good shepherd. | 9:38 | |
He's first and foremost in the business of finding the lost. | 9:42 | |
Lostness is his specialty, | 9:47 | |
give him a world with 100 out of 100 souls lost | 9:50 | |
and he'll do just fine according to Capon, | 9:53 | |
besides when he refers near the end of the parable | 9:57 | |
to the part about 99 who need no repentance, | 10:00 | |
he's just pulling our legs, we all know there are not | 10:04 | |
and never have been 99 such people anywhere, not even one. | 10:08 | |
And so when the lost sheep is found, | 10:15 | |
the shepherd carries it home rejoicing. | 10:17 | |
He gets the word out to all of his friends | 10:19 | |
and neighbors rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep, | 10:21 | |
which was lost. | 10:25 | |
Sort of life a couple of years ago, | 10:28 | |
when elation swept much the nation | 10:30 | |
as we witness by way of television, | 10:32 | |
baby Jessica being pulled out of an abandoned well in Texas. | 10:35 | |
It's not that the evening news very often brings tears | 10:40 | |
of joy to the eyes of so many. | 10:42 | |
We've talked a lot about celebrating already | 10:46 | |
in this sermon | 10:48 | |
so I don't need to remind you how crucial joy is | 10:49 | |
to the telling of Luke's story. | 10:53 | |
Joy which is the root of the shepherd's will to find is also | 10:56 | |
the fruit of his efforts. | 11:00 | |
Thus he concludes the parable, I tell you, | 11:02 | |
there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents | 11:05 | |
than over 99 righteous persons who need no repentance. | 11:09 | |
Hmm, a parable about sheep ending up | 11:15 | |
on the subject of repentance. | 11:19 | |
Doesn't it seem like an odd connection to you? | 11:21 | |
All the poor sheep had to do was get lost, | 11:24 | |
and it's just as likely | 11:27 | |
that the same thing will happen again tomorrow. | 11:28 | |
That surely doesn't bear much resemblance | 11:31 | |
to a penitent sinner, | 11:33 | |
crying on his knees never again, precisely. | 11:35 | |
From the look of these parables many of our notions | 11:40 | |
about repentance, maybe missing the point. | 11:43 | |
It is simply being lost that most commends us | 11:47 | |
to the grace of God, and not our own proclamations | 11:50 | |
of our momentary lapse and behavior which thanks to God | 11:53 | |
and our better nature, | 11:58 | |
we are quick to recognize and correct. | 11:59 | |
As our epistle lesson reminds us, | 12:02 | |
and our choir just sang so beautifully, | 12:05 | |
Christ came into the world to save sinners, | 12:08 | |
not people who are so good that Christ didn't need to die | 12:11 | |
for them in the first place. | 12:14 | |
I find this passage of scripture to be very enlightening | 12:18 | |
about the whole subject of repentance, | 12:21 | |
what it is and what it is not, let me elaborate. | 12:24 | |
First of all, repentance as described | 12:29 | |
in these parables has nothing to do with feeling guilty, | 12:31 | |
and if you don't remember anything else from this sermon, | 12:35 | |
I hope it will be that. | 12:38 | |
Repentance does not mean feeling guilty. | 12:40 | |
Guilty is a form of self hatred | 12:44 | |
and hatred never does any good, | 12:46 | |
especially when it's your own hatred of yourself. | 12:48 | |
In fact, it can be a subtle source of pride | 12:52 | |
when we lord our guilt over all those who seem | 12:54 | |
to have less of it than we do, | 12:57 | |
counting ourselves among the spiritual elite, | 12:59 | |
who have had to come so far | 13:02 | |
that they truly deserve God's grace. | 13:04 | |
The sheep and the coin represent lostness in a way | 13:07 | |
that has nothing to do with guilt. | 13:11 | |
Remember, the joy erupted in these stories, | 13:14 | |
the moment the sheep and the coin were found, | 13:17 | |
not after their guilt was established. | 13:20 | |
Then there are some people who think repentance means trying | 13:24 | |
to make yourself sorry for the things you've done | 13:27 | |
in the past. | 13:30 | |
Suppose you went to a party had too much to drink, | 13:32 | |
and became boisterous and offensive. | 13:36 | |
Human nature being what it is, it's nearly impossible | 13:39 | |
to make yourself sorry, when most of you still approves | 13:42 | |
of what you did, and knows you would enjoy doing it again. | 13:46 | |
This makes any attempt | 13:51 | |
at being sorrowful ridiculously shallow | 13:52 | |
and the furthest thing from repentance. | 13:56 | |
Or perhaps you did something which resulted | 13:59 | |
in unpleasant consequences, you stopped going to class, | 14:01 | |
never turned in any assignments and failed the course. | 14:06 | |
You've now resolved never to let that happen again | 14:10 | |
by repenting of your laziness and irresponsibility. | 14:12 | |
That, however, is not the kind of repentance over which | 14:17 | |
the angels rejoice. | 14:20 | |
When I experienced the unpleasant consequences | 14:23 | |
of doing certain things, | 14:25 | |
my resolve not to do them again, | 14:27 | |
is a matter of mere instinct, self preservation. | 14:29 | |
The person who won't eat oysters | 14:34 | |
because they always make him or her sick, | 14:36 | |
can hardly be described as an example of true repentance. | 14:38 | |
But if repentance doesn't mean any of these things, | 14:43 | |
then what is it? | 14:45 | |
More than something you do, repentance is something | 14:48 | |
that happens to you. | 14:51 | |
It's like coming to your senses, realizing that you're lost. | 14:54 | |
You're only a quarter of the person you were created to be, | 14:58 | |
or maybe less. | 15:01 | |
Repentance is not medicine which leads to recovery however, | 15:04 | |
before we can live again, we must die, | 15:07 | |
and if we live again, it isn't because the old parts | 15:11 | |
of our life are simply put back in their place, | 15:15 | |
but because some holy other life takes up residence | 15:18 | |
in our death, | 15:23 | |
it often gives itself away as a lump in your throat, | 15:25 | |
a tear in your eye, or strange ache in your heart. | 15:29 | |
Far from being a pre-planned speech, | 15:35 | |
such as the prodigal son tried to pull on his father, | 15:38 | |
true repentance may just as easily catch you by surprise, | 15:42 | |
as the son later learned. | 15:46 | |
It's a lot like the little girl who hid herself so well | 15:49 | |
in the game of hide and seek | 15:52 | |
that she was terrified she would never be found, | 15:54 | |
only to discover the other children, | 15:57 | |
running toward her with shouts of glee. | 15:59 | |
We become so obsessed with the notion | 16:04 | |
that sinners must first forsake their sins | 16:06 | |
before God will forgive them, | 16:09 | |
that the lost must somehow find itself before | 16:12 | |
the finder will go and look for it, | 16:15 | |
that we carry ourselves straight away from the obvious sense | 16:17 | |
of both of today's parables. | 16:21 | |
Far from being exertations to do something, | 16:24 | |
they are parables about God's determination | 16:27 | |
to act before we do, | 16:30 | |
and neither of them is anything except | 16:34 | |
the will of God portrayed as necessary | 16:36 | |
to the new life and joy. | 16:38 | |
There is not a single note of earning or merit, | 16:40 | |
not one breath about rewarding the rewardable | 16:44 | |
or improving the improvable, | 16:47 | |
there is only the gracious saving determination | 16:50 | |
of the shepherd to find the lost and to raise the dead | 16:53 | |
and much to the surprise of the scribes and Pharisees, | 16:58 | |
no one is exempt from this most wanted list, | 17:01 | |
not them, not us, not even the biggest losers in town. | 17:06 | |
We recognize the truth in these words when we discover | 17:13 | |
for ourselves, that we are all children created | 17:16 | |
in the image of God, and we already have it in us to be | 17:19 | |
what God is like, I'm afraid that doesn't often happen | 17:24 | |
and one great revelation guaranteed to last for a lifetime | 17:28 | |
however, rather, the vision of myself in the image of God, | 17:31 | |
will come and go as a lost sheep wanders | 17:37 | |
in and out of the herd, which is why repentance, | 17:39 | |
is an ever recurring necessity for us. | 17:43 | |
When it is absent, we wander about as aimlessly | 17:47 | |
as a lost sheep, trying to make our own claims on life | 17:50 | |
by grabbing and clinging to it, | 17:54 | |
rather than by giving and letting go. | 17:56 | |
This leads of course, to great frustration | 17:59 | |
and anxiety just like it always does, | 18:02 | |
where we know something is amiss, namely, that we are lost, | 18:04 | |
but just when we are convinced that we are so well hidden | 18:10 | |
that we shall never be found, | 18:13 | |
the good shepherd reveals himself | 18:15 | |
to show us our true identities as children of God. | 18:17 | |
So we shall be brought to our senses once again, | 18:21 | |
as Jesus lifts us onto his shoulders | 18:24 | |
and carries us home rejoicing, let the party begin, | 18:27 | |
thanks be to God. | 18:32 | |
(gentle music) | 18:36 |
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